time.

Things come and go, so do people.
Loosing someone isn't easy,
At first, when they're around you don't miss them or notice they're around,
But once they're gone or not your's anymore you realize how much they mean to you.
When they're gone, memories just jump out at you ,
& you flash back and see all the great times you had with this special person.
Now you regret pushing them away errytime they would try to talk to you,
Coz you know you'll never see them again.
Cherish erry momeny spent with them,
Even if they may be the stupidest moments..
Coz the stupidest moments are usually the ones you remember the most.
So live your life to the fullest, don't waste anymore time.
You never know when God could take away your life .
♥

Jan 1 , ohnine .

Brandnew year. This post is kinda late ,coz i was at a party yesturday..-.-"
one i didn't wanna go to... i was suppose to go to christina's..but my mom went all BITCHY on me, like wdf mehn... But errything was arrite the night before. New years eve , i was talking to a guy...who seemed really into me. (nota stalker) he was really sweet nd nice . :) iunno ,he makes me smile a lot.. i haven't been so happy in a long time till i started talking to him . :)
New years eve ,hangoverrrr ! Drank like 10 glasses of pina colada x ) had to stop coz my fwend told me too x) i think it was a good thing he did too .Coz i fell down the stairs like..2ice xP
(on my butt ) i fully slid down. Lol , live night..but messed up fam jam Jan o1 . : \ My cousins were like so loud nd shieet, after i ate i went to my cousins' room and fell asleep listening to my ipod. Then went downstairs to the basement and pwned erryone in halo :) i made a kid cry too
-.-" coz i kept snyping him and he couldn't see where i was shooting from :P so i jumped out on him and sworded him :) but oh well..after that..i just went back to sleep with my ipod xP
that night was wasted.. : \ coulda been at my fwend's jam mehn ! :( nd after, i coulda went online nd msged KB (fwend♥) . ;) ehh...wasted day to start a new year buh s'all good . wish i was somewhere else right now.. w/ KB ...♥ well thats it :).