cross my heart.

♥
i just wanna let you know,
i never wanna let you go,
for the rest of my life,
wanna be by your side...
Lord i know i ain`t perfect,
i`m sorry i failed you...
i promised to try harder,
just to please you...
peers don`t see the pain,
i hide with a smile...
my heart can`t take another break,
how could it break..
if it wasn't even whole to start with..?
my heart was starting to mend,
back when you were a more sweeter friend,
how could i let that part of you..
just slip away...
i envy those who are happy,
surrounding me,
making me wish i could smile for real,
i`m forced to fake a smile,
everyday of my life...
need to hide the pain,
kept inside..
secrets need to be unspoken,
my lips are sealed,
still smiling..
for you to see me,
happy.
but thise smile i wear,
is not true..
if you were to stay here with me,
i wonder how my like would be,
maybe for once ,
a true smile would appear..
but still holding back some tears..
i am nothing but an empty book,
waiting to be written,
waiting to be told,
after i am read...
waiting to be closed...
falling through an endless sky..
i love you with every bit of my heart,
that hasn't been broken,
words in the form of weapons..
so let me die by sword..
slice or dice me,
how ever you please..
as long as your swear,
never to forget..
i ..
love ..
you ..
..cross my heart.
♥